uneasy
nadja went and applied for the same job i did after i got hired and is starting before i am.
i cannot find peace with this. it makes me feel lesser than. and i keep making an ass of myself with the things that come from my mouth. every time she looks at me with that ‘wtf’ look and then rattles off some should have been obvious answer, i feel like such a idiot. i know it’s mostly my period but ugh. i just want to cry and cry and cry. until i can’t anymore. i’ve never felt like more of a failure.
3 years ago