March 2009
1 post
fucked up
fucked up boys touch me so good.
who am i too turn them away.
so no one wants me sober, i don’t care.
take what i can get is how i see it.
his hands feel so good. so good.
i can’t say no, man. who would?
February 2009
2 posts
insomnia
omg. so insomnia of the worst kind came at me last night and i was up until after 6 in the morning. and then. when i finally get to sleep… the apartment douchebags send someone out to FINALLY fix my patio fence that’s been fucked up since i moved in in august! wtf? does the world hate me? cause 8’oclock sharp and this dude is hammering harshly against my wall and the sound just...
cheatrz
its like an episode of cheaters and you’re that dude with the gun. hide the cameras in the bedroom, girl i know what you’ve done! i might be your baby’s daddy but that don’t mean shiiiit when every dude on the block knows that you’re a trick.
uh, i’m not a rockstar but i still tend to rock hard. you try to play games tease and try to keep me rock hard. try...
December 2008
3 posts
uneasy
nadja went and applied for the same job i did after i got hired and is starting before i am.
i cannot find peace with this. it makes me feel lesser than. and i keep making an ass of myself with the things that come from my mouth. every time she looks at me with that ‘wtf’ look and then rattles off some should have been obvious answer, i feel like such a idiot. i know it’s mostly...
travie
travis mccoy makes me gag. katy perry is fug and her songs are gay. i can’t believe he’s dating her. and what the fuck happen to rad as shit gym class heroes? they’re touring with no-brains lil wayne. what the fuck travis? like really… really? what. the. fuck. end rant.
tick-tock
time stops for no man. i think my dad told me that first. boy, was he right. i just want a few days to think about nothing. that would be nice.
November 2008
7 posts
“hahaha its the best air in texas!”
– Matt Manning
ready
i am ready for today. it’s a day i have never lived but it scares me not. i am ready to make my own path as well as be allowing to those who choose another. i am ready to say thank you and your welcome and how are you and how may i help you.
i love my friends, they are the salt of the earth to me. i will keep them in my mind to better their experience as i am bettering my own. they will...
ahhhh
smoked my medicine, feeling much better. a little hungry though lol
this is a test
no food in the cabinets and no monies to get anymore until the 24th. wonder if i can make it without begging mommy for some cash. i already owe her $60 for the bed she bought me this weekend. so no, no borrowing from mom for my high! lol i don’t really care so much but it’s funny i guess. at least to me.
my screen is getting worse and worse everyday but lol who can fix a screen when...
november astrology
Your work obligation will get the best of you. Mars will be making you work hard for the money. This month your focus will be on friendships and home. You really seem to be focusing on discarding unhealthy habits especially on November 1, 8, 10, 16 and 21st. Its a time for you to focus on getting rid of bad habits including smoking and drinking. It will also be a part for you to rest and relax....
i just found out there's no such thing as the real...
out of weed. out of weed. need a job.
been getting pulled over with nadja a lot haha. fucking headlights. she’s gotten a shitload of tickets recently (really only three) but that happens when you roll around after dark with a headlight out and your registration out that’s been out since august. its good times though. usually smoke right after the ordeal which just makes it funny so we...
observation as i observe myself
i’m glad it’s music that connects me to all my friends. it may start as you being a friend of a friend but if you jam to shit i can appreciate, enjoy, and jam too as well.. we usually become close friends. and if our music doesn’t click.. its bound to stay at aquantinces. that’s how much i love music. my life kind of would be shit without it. i’d have no friends and...
October 2008
2 posts
my astrologic self
Name: Astrolabe Customer February 7 1988 12:59 PM Time Zone is PST San Diego, CA Rising Sign is in 21 Degrees Gemini Extremely active by nature, you like to get around, meet people and do different things. Very restless, you just can’t seem to stay put. You need to be involved in several projects at once in order to keep your mind stimulated. You like to read books and...
hello goodbuy.
live your wonderful, awesome life. i hope God never takes his hand off you because you’re blessed. way more blessed than i think you know. or appreciate.
September 2008
2 posts
shwayzeeee
i remember sitting in the fucking heat of texas warped tour waiting for travis to call so i could make the deliveraaarryy and listening to some dude on stage talk about coronas and limes. lol who woulda thunk i’d be jamming his shit on a regular basis? that doesn’t happen often from warped tour at least.
ready for halloween!! dressing up and getting wasted with nadja to go see fftl....
i am a creator
- so today i took the time to update/upload/stare at the computer all day (: i got accomplished: closing old and unused ljs & blog places, new layout & uploaded pictures for BOTH of myspaces. an update here and i was hoping for an update on the lj but i’m fucking tired lol
- i’m sobbing on the inside! weeds is almost over ):
- been hanging with the moms since nadja’s...
July 2008
1 post
too high
i shouldn’t have expected so much. then maybe i’d be happy with everything else.
April 2008
1 post
we'll have halloween on christmas
bamzoole bamboozle. may third. yam dirth. lalala i can’t hear you. well i choose not to. cause its the same. all around. C’MON! C’MON! C’MON! may sixth. yam sithx. like i crave you. i can’t stop listening to what my ears have access to that i’m afraid i’m gonna ware them out and not jam them when i get cd because i’ve already heard them a million...
March 2008
2 posts
give us deliverance!
i’m trying to tell you the grass isn’t always greener. from first to last’s cd needs to be blaring in my ears like yesterday. i cannot wait any longer lol anything else…. anything else… ugh. my mother wants to sign over the title of my car to me but i have a warrant out for my arrest and i really really don’t feel like going to jail today. so i told her i had class until three and at three.. i...
